i've fallen for you.

My feelings

Tuesday, June 13, 2006
6:56 PM

haha watched shes the man with kai and rafael.
ITS SO NICE!!!
haha damn funny la.
too bad all the stuff that happen in the movies and US dont happen in singapore.

singapore is such a boring place. haha carnivals dont have kissing booths...:D
haha then rafael met yun hua and he was like "yuck yuck yuck yuck! i cant believe i liked her" hahaha damn funny loh.

oh and kai and raf, try harder in datona next time.:D

dunno why i realised something jus today.
relationships that happen at our age. now at our teens.
they are jus starters. all are jus playing. probably jus to get some experience?
i dunno. but at my age. puberty i guess our tastes jus zoom.
one time can like this girl. jus the next day. u lose interest.
relationships at our age and at 24 like my sister varies oh so much.
her bf doesnt care about looks and all.
but here we all are jus caring bout our looks everytime we go out.
as we get older. we dont look at the persons looks as much anymore.
im beginning to feel that nowadays.
now i dont really mind the looks. i more prefer if shes likable.maybe sweet.
but the dressing up part is still there:D
hair also doesnt even matter.
how many girls at the age of 25 have boyfriends that spike their hair?
1%
at our age. looks are all that matter im sure.
im not really caring much bout my hair now.
what matters is really whats inside us.
i dont think i'll go into another relationship for a while.
girls mature faster. they'd probably have thought what i thought now at 14 when they were jus 12?
going into one at my age would jus break hearts la.
girls and guys as a couple. the guy would onli think bout kissing and what more sex.
but at an older age. when both are fully mature. they'd probably love each other for who the are. and not for what they can gain.
which is what we're doing now.
thats probably why so many of us guys have bad relationships.
and why so many girls say they feel insecure.

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a week was all it took.